Photography
Why I Never Had Enough Guts to Be a War Photographer
06.23.2011 | 04:02 PM •

Alvaro Ybarra Zavala, 2008
Twenty years ago when I was living in Tokyo and shooting more photojournalistic work, I still harbored a romantic desire to be a war photographer. To jump on a plane and document the horrors of Desert Storm, Sub-Saharan Africa, East Timor, the Middle-East. Robert Capa, James Nachtway, Don McCullin, Eddie Adams, and especially Philip Jones Griffiths were heroes of mine. I believed that documenting man’s inhumanity to man was not only noble, but necessary and would change the world for the better. I still believe that, in theory, but not in my gut anymore.
My only real confrontation with violence occurred in Tokyo when I was photographing a feature story about a fringe left-wing group who was opposed to the Emperor system. One late afternoon, as I photographed them protesting with bullhorns and banners near the pedestrian crossing bridges at Meiji Shrine in Harajuku, a bunch of burly, yakuza-looking guys in cheesy polyester suits arrived and started yelling. The threats soon escalated to kicks and punches. I continued to shoot away, totally ill-prepared, my only film left being Kodachrome 64 which was no good in the dusky light. As a gaijin, I was kind of invisible to the bullies who were now swinging bats. They attacked Reservoir Dogs-style, kicking and punching and smacking one of the protestors against the curb rail. Then one of them started shouted at me about taking pictures. In truth, I’d only snapped a half-dozen frames, partly because of the weak light, but mostly because I was not only scared, I just couldn’t frame the violence without feeling nausea and rage and impotence. My overwhelming urge was not to photograph, but to protect my subjects. When the police finally arrived 15 minutes later (the ties between the far-right and the police are pretty strong), I was nearly in tears. The sidewalk was splattered with blood and a few of the protestors were crumpled on the asphalt waiting for ambulances. That was the moment I realized I didn’t have the guts for war photography. I was a chicken and a partisan. After that I became an armchair war photographer.
After the recent deaths in Libya of two amazing young photographers, Chris Hondros and Tim Hetherington (both residents of Brooklyn), there has been much discussion on the risks and worth of documenting brutality and war. The Guardian ran a story and gallery about war photographers shaken to the core. Warning: it’s a sobering read and might be a bit graphic for some.
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Tripod Setup
05.03.2011 | 01:26 PM •

I recently upgraded (reverted?) from a ballhead to 3-way pan-tilt head. Above is the hardware I use to photograph artwork. Manfrotto’s 410 head with micro-adjustable 3-axis adjustment. On top of the head is Chris Hejnar’s elegant, custom arca-swiss adapter with clamp for the 410/405. And on top of that are some Really Right Stuff rails, clamps, and their pano adapter mounted vertically. All this hardware allows me to reposition the camera in small increments without having to touch the tripod’s legs--very convenient if you’re shooting a lot of work of similar sizes and you want to maximize the usable pixels of your capture.

The Best Street Photographer You Never Heard Of
01.09.2011 | 10:45 PM •


Her name was Vivian Maier and she was born in 1926 and died in 2009. Her father was Austrian, her mother French. She was born in New York, grew up in France, and returned to the U.S. when she was 25. Most of her working life was spent as a nanny in Chicago, where apparently she spent much of her free time walking the streets and photographing square compositions with her Rolleiflex. Her life’s work, 100,000 negatives, was won at auction by a real estate agent, John Maloof, who paid $400 for the mysterious boxes. Below are a selection of her work, all of it scanned by Maloof who has only catalogued a small amount of the total archive and has near total control of her photographic legacy. It is fascinating to look at all of this work and not be swayed by comparisons with other street photography greats: Robert Frank, Walker Evans, Lisette Model, Harry Callahan, Diane Arbus, Garry Winogrand. When a life’s work remains hidden, it doesn’t get a chance to dialogue with the culture and it’s hard to ascertain such chicken and egg issues as was she an imitator or a trend setter. Had she seen Callahan’s formalist work featuring Chicago’s light and shadows? Had she seen Helen Levitt’s photographs of kids in NYC? Whatever further research may reveal, what is undoubtable is that she had a great eye and cool sense of formalist aesthetics, and without a doubt, we’ve never seen such a treasure trove of fantastic street work of any city outside of New York. Interestingly, like Garry Winogrand, she died leaving hundreds (perhaps thousands) of rolls of undeveloped film. It will be very interesting to see what unfolds in the coming years. She left behind almost exclusively negatives—very few vintage prints—so all editorial decisions will be made for her. The first large scale exhibition of her work opened yesterday at the Chicago Cultural Center and a documentary film, Finding Vivian Maier, is set to be released in 2012. To read more about Vivian Maier, go to Maloof’s VM blog here and view a fairly candid interview with him here. Also check out this in-depth Chicago Magazine piece, as well as here and this TV story on the whole discovery. And as always in such a big find, there’s a bit of controversy on who “discovered” her and who controls what, here. Meanwhile, enjoy the fantastic photographs.














Kodachrome R.I.P. 1935-2010
12.31.2010 | 01:23 PM •


Kodachrome was my first color film love. Great name, great colors, great longevity. 2009 was the year Kodak ceased manufacturing it and yesterday the last Kodachrome lab in the world--in Kansas--processed its last roll. Before Ektachrome and high-resolution color negative emulsions became the preferred choice of photographers, Kodachrome was the king of color. Much of the groundbreaking images in the history of color photography were shot on Kodachrome, but none are perhaps as well known as Steve McCurry’s Afghan Girl, seen above. NYT has 2 stories on this here and here.
Another Digital Manipulation Controversy
08.21.2009 | 01:18 PM •
Through the Strand's Window
07.28.2009 | 10:52 PM •
Recent Published Work
06.03.2009 | 11:44 PM •
Manhattan Panorama from LIC
05.07.2009 | 11:02 PM •
Homage to Nadar Project
03.07.2009 | 11:12 PM •
Flats Fixed
02.25.2009 | 07:51 PM •
Panorama of Castle Rock State Park (near Boulder Creek)
02.20.2009 | 01:35 AM •
Beach Panoramas
02.19.2009 | 11:52 PM •
After the Rain, Santa Maria
02.08.2009 | 01:51 AM •
Trees in Fields, Guadalupe
02.08.2009 | 01:50 AM •
Rancho Guadalupe Dunes Park
02.08.2009 | 01:49 AM •
The Kiss that Ends the War
01.29.2009 | 03:10 PM •
Bush in Tears
01.27.2009 | 10:56 AM •
Contact Sheet: A Photo a Day
01.15.2009 | 11:23 PM •
Painting in the Window
12.20.2008 | 01:08 AM •
Holiday Lights, Bokeh Style
12.15.2008 | 11:39 PM •
Feels Like the Seventies
12.14.2008 | 03:15 PM •
Empire Fulton Ferry Park Panorama
12.14.2008 | 02:24 PM •
ISO Urban Landscaper (Jay Street, Downtown Brooklyn)
12.14.2008 | 02:16 PM •
Sensor Noise
12.02.2008 | 11:34 PM •
A Couple More Fall Colors
11.10.2008 | 11:31 PM •
Brooklyn Borough Hall, Dusk
10.10.2008 | 11:50 PM •
Necchi Sewing Machine Ad (Chelsea)
10.08.2008 | 11:09 PM •
The Manipulator Manipulates McCain
09.21.2008 | 11:46 PM •
Photos of Photos
09.10.2008 | 11:51 PM •
Another Pierrot Test
08.07.2008 | 10:42 AM •
Pierrot Redux
08.05.2008 | 11:43 PM •
Buddha Project
07.29.2008 | 10:50 AM •
In Praise of Redheads
07.03.2008 | 09:45 PM •
Chelsea Hot Summer Afternoon
07.03.2008 | 09:43 PM •
Paris Pix Online
06.04.2008 | 12:06 PM •
Triangle Shirtwaist Factory Fire: Chalk Project
03.23.2008 | 11:19 PM •
Seagulls at Battery Park
03.13.2008 | 11:29 PM •
The Beauty of Reststops
03.09.2008 | 11:10 PM •
1st Big Snow!
02.22.2008 | 05:04 PM •
Custom House Outside Details
02.08.2008 | 10:29 PM •
Santa Maria, Oso Flaco, Morro Bay
12.28.2007 | 10:11 PM •
Propaganda Photos: Which Came First—Chicken or Egg?
10.24.2007 | 03:41 PM •
If you haven't been following Errol Morris' indefatigable research into which of Roger Fenton's two pictures of the Valley of the Shadow of Death came first, it is definitely worth a read (part1, part2, part3). Like a one-manned JFK assassination inquiry, Morris tries to refute Susan Sontag's claim that the photo with the canon balls on the road was staged, "a fake." This whole subject is fascinating for photographers like me who strive to document reality, but know that aesthetics often trump when the subject is mundane. Here are the two photos in question. Now, which was shot first and why?
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Bill Sullivan MTA
01.23.2007 | 11:52 PM •
































































